Friday, December 28, 2007

Aftermath...


Basically, this is how this holiday season has left me ( setting Jesus' birthday and all that means aside for the moment). From the draining family ordeal that began just after Halloween right up until now...I am just a skeleton of my former self.


I sit in front of a computer, hoping to spill out something worthwhile to write and the words do not pounce forth. Sometimes I burst out crying...and sometimes I beat back the tears in angry defiance.


As all things, "this too shall pass", I have been dealt a good deal of "things" on a personal level over the last few months and it is getting harder and harder for me to get over them (though I know I must) and harder still, to see the proverbial "light" at the end of the tunnel. But I shall and I will...


It will take perseverance. It will take prayer. It will take forgiveness. It will take all those things and much more that I cannot grasp JUST yet, but I will.


I will.

3 comments:

cmm4chris said...

I know how draining Christmas can be on a normal year so with the added "extras" you have been dealing with just make for an overwhelming ordeal.

You ARE right though... You WILL get through this!

Chris said...

I SOOOOOO feel like this picture right now.....

I'm gonna need a nappy later!

X-/

cmm4chris said...

Happy SONday and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!